The End

kick me beat me shove me in the mud the sun burns a red halo around your head notice something small and maybe semmingly insignificant i'm still smiling becuase in the end i win. you can break my heart in more pieces than two you can gossip and badmouth laugh, if you really want to i'll walk by head held high i refuse. i will balk, i will not let you make me cry. you are worthless and i should feel no shame so you thought that love was just a game. well that's nice you played me well fuck you too rot in hell. intentions good or even bad i dont care to hear the reasons that you had. dont tell me becuase you think it hurts well, guess what boy you're a jerk. i remeber once you made me hurt so much i just wanted to give up curl up and die. but then i left that place and regained my lost grace and i will make it in this world even if I have to do it alone. sorry you cant be here it's a shame really that you won't get the chance to bask in my fame. so push me in the mud and kick rocks in my face i'm not the one who lost his place. you lost your "easy lay" you lost your friend becuase im sorry but emotions aren't a game i want to play. i win becuase im not playing the game i'll win becuase i wont feel any shame. i'll move on and you'll be gone. just a faint memory of something that maybe once "used to be". i never said it was easy. but i refuse to frown. you didnt hurt me just let me down. so here i go again becuase courage isn't always the loudest voice courage is the meek waking up and saying today... i will try again. today, i will find a friend today... is finially the beginning of the end. xxoox ELlie J