I feel abandoned, but It feels good.

By Loneliness is condescending •
I Hate me
See this weakness growing in my eyes
It’s tearing me apart
With the agony of another let down I’ve brought around
“Don’t forget we love you” echoes on the phone
I want to yell and scream and let it all go
I cant breath gasp for air “ I’m Fine”
Suppressing another emotional outburst
I hate me cant you see
I’ll let these thoughts build up inside
Distracted at attempts to smile
What a lie I am