Daddy, While I Cut

I hold myself I rock so gently and with a knife so sharp, my blood leaks plenty dark red. cold and dripping. rose red. dark, non ending each drop, bleeds memory of pain memorys of torture memorys so shamed. I held back these feelings for many of years I cried for your love, yet you yearn for my tears I hurt inside Daddy Daddy I hurt so much I tremble near you Daddy I quiver at your touch. Daddy when I cry My eyes leak hurt feelings Daddy when I cry My tears carry your harsh words Daddy when I cut It brings pain to me But the pain you cause Daddy, Cuts into me deeply. Late at night I dream daddy Its all too real Late at night I hurt daddy You know what I feel. I hold myself I rock so gently piercing each wrist my blood bleeds plenty.