Locked in a Room Stained White

By Loneliness is condescending •
Trying to be that child you always dreamed of
Mothers perfect angel daddy's little girl
Making compromise with myself to bring your happiness
Hiding my broken soul with a perfect smile
Dreading this life of superficiality
Praying for that day to come
When I can finial shed these bottled tears
This shell of me is slowing down
Abused and battered its time is coming short
Yet today again I'm putting on that painted smile