The Dawn's End

Every Day I'd wake up in tears And watch the dawn come Carrying all my fears I fear that I'd lose someone today I fear there's no one to show me the way I fear life I fear death I fear the earth It's last struggling breath Though I try To ignore this pain Though I try To stay calm and sane Darkness continues to creep into my heart Overtaking my soul Destroying my heart I try to be strong I always say it's alright Awake I struggle But true peace comes at night When my eyelids flutter And then close tight Words of prayer I utter Before saying good night In sleep I find peace In my dreams I see light In this new world unbothered My heart is all right Here there is nothing That I can fear No one to hurt me No words to hear In sleep I know My words can hurt no one Sensitive or bold In my dreams I escape To places far away Places reality has never heard of I dream about every day Beautiful places so peaceful and bright Places of nature And sheer delight But as dawn comes again I feel my heart disappear Jumping out of my chest And running in fear Again the tears they come and fall I hug my blanket tighter And huddle up against the wall Oh if only the wonderful sleep could last If only my heart could forget the past If only my fears would go away So I can live happily every day Ah, but this is the terrible truth of life Sharp and painful like the blade of a knife Only true peace comes in an end But it carries a message too hard to send Goodbye dear family I'll miss you my friends May you remember me always For memories never end I don't mean to hurt you Or cause you to grieve But I can't take this life I just want to leave I only find happiness in my sleep I just want to be at peace Please do not weep This is the only way For me to find Eternal sleep And peace of mind No longer will I wake in fear Finally the dawn brings no tears I just wish to go away And maybe I will see a new day For now loved ones Don't be alarmed I seek freedom from darkness A soul unharmed I hope to meet you again one day But for now I must go away I love you all I'll miss you too With all my heart I truly do I guess I've said all I can say Please understand it's the only way Grieve not for me I'll be alright An endless sleep And a peaceful goodnight