I'm watching as the clouds roll in,
Wondering when healing begins,
Cos I'm finding it more than trying,
Spending conciousness wishing I was dying,
And still the birds will sing,
And the sun warms everything,
Everything but me...
I'm wondering how I can escape,
From this terrifying place,
Cos I'm a discovering a depth so deep,
That I'm crying in my sleep,
And still the sky holds in place,
The wind bends the trees with grace,
I am bending...
Memories and helplessness,
Outside shines a day of bliss,
Intelligence is dangerous,
Please go away life,
Go away,
I'm watching as the clouds roll in,
With hope waiting in a bin,
Cos I've got lots of darkness instead,
I think that I'm already dead. |