left alone!!!

you say that you care but you are never there i cant get you out it all becomes a mount your underneath my skin i dont know why i let you in your under my vains it causing so much pain when you look at me what do you see? a girl thats so confused at just bein used you dont care what i think so here i am writing in ink looking at what could have been if only it was seen i see you with her now and i think what a cow you got it all i got the fall you say that you care but you are never here only when it suits you i just cant go through i cant even say bye all i do is cry if only you could feel the love and not put it all above i said that i love you and i swear that i still do but the feeling is one way im stuck in this stupid bay i look at you and smile knowning its only goin to last awhile i want for it to be mine not just to last alittle time i hold on to every word you say hoping that mayb just one day that it will all be mine but there just isnt enough time i have to leave you in the past make a fresh, begin a new cast you stand there and call me baby you have no right, no maybe of only you knew how i felt you touch makes me melt you kiss just so divine just wish it was mine get out my fucking head dont you see i need to mend your under my skin, my veins causing just so much pain but you have your life you see i hope your happy what your pretending to be i have to get you out simply without a doubt!!