Fifty-Three Percent Sure

look above and far below wherever you cross search for something you don't know. looking for acceptance trying to push awya regret befitting, begetting a fate sealed in time forget it, you're set. so wander lonelly condescending looking high the quest is never ending. when you look for the love you lost look inside the dark of yourself... believe in yourself the pain without cost. so it hurts to breathe it hurts to scream the fear inside is so real and yet you tell me wake up, it's just a dream... sleepless nights roll into days and days fade away in weeks over teh years nothing has ever been so coated so tarnished love lost is so bleak. searching now for nothing more than open wounds healing, pain to jsut settle the score. twice, thrice a patience bade fuck you.. you didnt mean a thing to me all along it was just like a masquerade.... and the swollen sorrow or crimson dripping from yet another gash across your chest its a shame now... they'll see you at your best. xoxo Ellie J