The Black Book.

rugged and torn the cover fraying the spine well worn and old duotang my best friend to ease the pain. everywhere it's been to hell and back and back again. the pictures carefully clipped cut, glued, sececured. careful writing the written word fat fuck you're fucking absurd. all the goals to come and to pass and past all the worries the thoughts the drama and hate and the little bit of self love. oh duotang how to take away the pain. so proud of the glitter glue and stars the stickers the marks. a possession never shared becuase unlike you there is nobody who ever relly cared. they would mistake the love inside for fear and problems. but alone at night we have good times i read you cover to cover and add something new. my goal in life is to never complete you. they'd never suspect what lays between the covers they've never forget and oh how i'd regret. i appreciate you, through and through but you're a litte secret a secret that normal poeple just dont get. xoxo Ellie J