you used to capitvate me
you used to taunt my existance
you used to haunt my dreams
you used to hold me hostage.

but again i struggled
and again i broke free
again i showed you
that nothing will loom over me.

you don't own me
and you never did
as much as I trusted
i always, always hid.
and so you say i am a fake
and you say i am the whore
i'm the joke...
well fuck you bitch.

you used to be my everything
you used to be... something.
but you're nothing
you're unimportant
you're just dirt.

you're nothing anymore
so don't act like you are
you are gone
so go now,
go.

I am the light
i am the perfection
i am the love
i am the everything
i was searching for
in my life.

xoxo
Ellie J