Feeling nothing
whats wrong with me?
if thats what i want, 
then why did it mean nothing.
it was like i was empty,
a vessal that has no love left. 
its all been sucked out,
it wasnt making love it was just sex.
another one, number four. 
you didnt mean a thing to me. 
why did i say yes?
why did i push myself to do it?
you remind me of the past and 
that thought really scares me.
i dont even know you!
i was even disgusted by you!
Why did i let you do that,
why do i feel nothing.
Lost my feelings, unable to love, 
is that whats wrong?
has my heart turned to stone? 
or has it just been crushed? 
Or have my feelings changed
is what i want, not at all?
or am i empty?
I need to know before i fall!