I think I am breaking,
I never knew,
The amount of pain you felt - before now,
I'm slowly intaking,
All that went by,
I regret ever being such a cow,

All of that time,
That I was jealous,
You were falling idioticly in love,
They never were mine,
Those intense affections,
She was your angel, your heaven above,

Shut the door,
Baby I'm falling apart,
Can't take no more,
I shouldn't want your broken heart,

It hurts so badly,
Knowing the truth,
I was so stupid - I know that now,
I just nod sadly,
Feeling your anguish,
Trying my best not to be a cow,

You're still not past,
The way that you feel,
You love her and I secretly love you,
I am the last,
To notice reality,
Jolted inside out, what can I do?

Shut the door,
Baby I shouldn't start,
Trying once more,
To take your now broken heart.