Wonderfland

and glory rains from sky when you stand still and the world blows by. if only this were no accident... if only this were the life we forget. who would have thought the joke wasn't funny what are you gonna do now you've got yourself and an lsd fucked bunny. the giggles glow and ring in your ears oh my how good it feels to jsut feel for once after all these years. you would notice that things are wispy and fading in and out is the stuff that nobody takes the time to see during the workweek. the haves and the have nots i wonder why you felt the need to lie oh course, i would have drank it anyway would not i have? unexpected trip an insight into a place i tried to forget existed. i've gone down the bunnyhole yet again and have i fallen fast too far past where i last turned back? the lines all match up with the gelatin trees and the liquid sidewalks the world comes to a point and then where from there? horizons on Daliesque baren wastelends the blood dries black and the bruises are brilliant yellow the purple tones of herion lie underneath the glinting sun and this is the place where the war was begun. i can't say i hate it here and i can't say i like it... it's just the reality that is jumbled in my head. i have a lot to think about... welcome home ellie j please this time, won't you stay? xoxo Ellie J