cant climb down alone

and whom do you say that I am? superflious speech and damned words there are none. were none. will be none tunnelled vision redirected blur the scenes of people family retreated long ago and it seems that footprints confused circle aimlessly in the sand and one set always nearby patiently waiting dont say you care your sorry i know how it is wipe slate burn the books photographs of false love im getting lost trying to find you what is numbness im forgetting horrors strip me of my krutches addictions manipulate healing is dripping slowly away if your there let me know... can you hear me now? martyred for my perfection may i wear a crown of thorns? isolation shaking every fragile bone pain that is no longer defineable as pain gasp for breath stretching for hope lifes not yet gone the night is dark a storm im hanging here too Jesus... but unlike you, i cant get down alone...