Sunny disposition

my sunny disposition is't a inborn manifastation of my soul(myself),but of what my soul is yearning to be. my bright dispostion is my soul manifasting through the chose, from a selection of modes, for my soul to exsist in. As my soul grew and learned of many ways to exist, my soul dragged it's roots on the optimistic side of life, begging not to leave. begging,pleding the mind not to go to the dark side, to the dead silence...where hibernation lingers. where anger,rage,and disbelieve weigh down the souls, wanting to leave. So in my many year of my living in optimisum as my state of being, I,my soul, have seen the light, love and laughter,in this physical state we call life.I have felt the warmth of infancy, the delight of the gayity of a child, the adventures of a teen, and I have just started to taste excitment of a young adult. There is so much to enjoy with an optimistic heart and mind, it also brings great relife and peace to me,my soul that is too on a great jorney of spiritual growth. If I were to say that my soul's journey of warm delightful gayity of many adventures filled with bountyiful light, love, and rounds of laughter has never been inturupted by the mind's thought of pestamisum... it would be a lie. for the two sides have a energy that are opposits of the other that pulls them together (oppisits attract),the soul can be stronger and over ride, even the negitive side. So dare to chance the rapied and dare to dance the tides. be one with your soul (true self) and believe in the workings of the universe they will never steer you wrong.