paint a world all my own
create everything i need
live forever
even if jsut in memories.

strong and alone
push on, almost home.
almost perfect
this world you'll never see
this is the path chosen
this is beeauty.

weave a web of lies
safe inside the womb
friends and love
ploys of destroying heaven

how can it be
that you'll strip away
everything
for jealousy.

so hunger hurts
what doesn't?
every pain is a moment of vicotry
every calorie is counted
everything pieced together
makes the artwork living within

the dreams come to life
the lightheaded feelig of floating
from one place to teh next
held down by heavy bodies

wings struggle to break free
soon enough darling
you'll really envy me.

xoxo
Ellie J