each scar is a brushstroke
a moment in time
captured in a masterpiece
so intracite, 
it would take a lifetime
to see all it has
to offer.

self destruction
is an art
and i am a masterpiece
painted by a master
created by myself.

i am
a master craftsman
turning any triumph
into a mess
of blood and tears.

the bones will show through
the flesh wounded
will heal and the scars
will dance across the skin
in patterns and waves.

the song will sing from
within
and when you find me
the message will be clear.

will i be denied
my suicide?

xoxo
Ellie J