If I Had To Choose

If I had to choose, I'd want your smile Not my happiness If I had to choose, I'd want you to be free Not forced to be mine If I had to choose, I'd choose no one else but you But I'd let you have your way If I had to choose... I’d never forgive myself You make my heart ache everyday that I can't be around you I wonder if you're thinking of me If you tell your friends about me One said you did, but then, he said you stopped One said you liked me, but then, you didn't Why the change of mind? If I had to choose, I'd want your smile Not my happiness If I had to choose, I'd want you to be free Not forced to be mine If I had to choose, I'd choose no one else but you But I'd let you have your way If I had to choose... I’d never forgive myself I'm always the friend, never the girl That's all I am to you But I want more You want nothing else So I'll keep my feelings hidden I don't want to hold you against your will I'll stay the friend... And never be the girl If I had to choose, I'd want your smile Not my happiness If I had to choose, I'd want you to be free Not forced to be mine If I had to choose, I'd choose no one else but you But I'd let you have your way If I had to choose... I’d never forgive myself And you still wonder why I'm in pain Why the first one I look for is you Why the last one I want is you Stop confusing me Get out of my head! Either you want me or not But I'll still love you To the end of all time If I had to choose, I'd want your smile Not my happiness If I had to choose, I'd want you to be free Not forced to be mine If I had to choose, I'd choose no one else but you But I'd let you have your way If I had to choose... I’d never forgive myself I know I can't explain Nor would I want to I don't know why I just do There's no explaining why I love you I just... Do If I had to choose, I'd want your smile Not my happiness If I had to choose, I'd want you to be free Not forced to be mine If I had to choose, I'd choose no one else but you But I'd let you have your way If I had to choose... I’d never forgive myself It’s fun for me just to hear your voice Over the telephone, Or reading your words on the computer screen Anything to know how you’re feeling Anything to know that you’re paying attention to me Not anyone else Just me If I had to choose, I'd want your smile Not my happiness If I had to choose, I'd want you to be free Not forced to be mine If I had to choose, I'd choose no one else but you But I'd let you have your way If I had to choose... I’d never forgive myself Nothing in the world can stop me Nothing in the world can convince you You're so oblivious! Can't you see? You're hurting me Tell me, why do you do that How do you do that? Tell me! Why... I can't take this anymore, get out of my head! Get out... … Get out... If I had to choose, I'd want your smile Not my happiness If I had to choose, I'd want you to be free Not forced to be mine If I had to choose, I'd choose no one else but you But I'd let you have your way If I had to choose... I’d never forgive myself