underlying concsience

My underlying concsience is killing me inside. Everywhere I look it seems another dream starts to hide. I can't stay on track, and nothing's coming my way, I'm throwing down my guards if you'll give me a chance to have my say. My underlying concsience is keeping me behind. It's making me look for the truth, when that's not what I want to find. My underlying concsience is breaking out of it's shell. If I tell you the truth and you still hate me, at least that's one less thing I didn't fail. I'm trying to keep a straight face, I'm not trying to cry and make you laugh in my face. My underlying concsience knows what you'll do. There's nothing I don't know about you, old or new. My underlying concsience is starting to show itself, Making me wish i could hide things deeper instead of perching them on the shelf My underlying concsience is slowly killing me, I'm dying in front of your eyes, but you refuse to see.