this is sort of a song i wrote....

so youre leaving me far behind. i got the phone call tonight with the bad news. youre upset and hating the world again. youre tired of being used. your heart being abused. i hate to tell you this, but babe this is life. nothing can change the fact that we hate it all. on our hands and knees we crawl trying to reach the end. im thinking about you tonight, my hearts giving me a fight, my mind doesnt want to let you go. and im the last person that wants you to know. im thinking of you tonight, my hearts giving me a fight. my mind doesnt want to let you go and im the last person that wants you to know. with these walls caving in around me theres no more light for me to see. ive lost plain site of your face and now im heading to the other place. the place youve warned me all about the place that gave you such a fright and god if only i had one more chance. one more chance and id be sure to get this shit right. im thinking about you tonight, my hearts giving me a fight, my mind doesnt want to let you go. and im the last person that wants you to know. i promised you id be alright and now ive let you down. i didnt mean to get your hopes up but this was just too much. i told you the mirror reflects the clown and my makeup is so clear for you to see. my mind doesnt want to let you go and im the last person that wants you to know. i made a big mistake...