love is

love is do u know how hard it is - to be so in love it makes u ill - to be so in love u bet everything on it - confident ur ok - i mean love is victorious right? and u fly for a while, happy - and its all so surreal, its working so fantastically its so bound to crash - i mean im obviously not meant to be so happy - so i get paranoid and demand too much - and im so hooked its scary - and it crashes- because i feared it would and the hatred that follows is just the opposite reflection of everything i still feel; hooked, and its making me sink. to be so in love u have such blind false hopes - to have told them u love them and not to have it returned- to be so in love ur drowning and every song relates to that to be so hurt and crushed that love is all u can do and its killing u, but u'll be glad to be dead.