love is


do u know how hard it is - to be so in love it makes u ill
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 to be so in love u bet everything on it - confident ur 
ok  - i mean love is victorious right?  and u fly for a 
while, happy - and its all so surreal, its working so 
fantastically its so bound to crash - i mean im obviously 
not meant to be so happy - so i get paranoid and demand too

much - and im so hooked its scary - and it crashes- because

i feared it would and the hatred that follows is just the 
opposite reflection of everything i still feel; hooked, and

its making me sink.  to be so in love u have such blind 
false hopes -  to have told them  u love them and not to 
have it returned- to be so in love ur drowning and every 
song relates to that to be so hurt and crushed that love is

all u can do and its killing u, but u'll be glad to be
dead.