Dont seem so long ago (for Mark) xx

Dont seem so long ago that we were holdin hands havin a laugh making all our plans Wishin never got us far, but its ok cos they know who u r. Dont seem that far away when i'm walking miles with you Dont seem to feel any pain, cos u see me thru Dont seem long ago i was sayin i love you see u tommorow Problem is...there wasnt a tomorrow You left me here, a cold world to bring out my fear Seems just yesterday that you wer on your way to my house Seems like yesterday that i got the call i needed to be at the hospital Sitting by your bedside, begging you to wake the best love, the worst bond to break Held your hand and cried until i fell asleep Woke up cos i heard a loud beep Is it true, have i really lost you? Hate it that i cant wake you up like i used to Kissing your neck, and you'd turn over and smile at me Why did he take you away from me? Dont seem that long ago i'd fall asleep in your arms My 15th birthday wasn't the best cos u werent there But the next day we met up, so i didnt really care We were waiting for my 16th to roll around But you were never there, so now the party wont make a sound i dont want the loud music, the booze or the fags cos i wud give all that up, jus to have u back Seems like last week we were sunbathing on the sand And when i think about it... it was only last week... Cant you feel me stroking your face My lifes messed up im lost in space Couldnt always keep up to the pace How many people will i loose to a motorbike Cos when your gone that walk seems like a hike I always told you to slow down But you laughed it off, and i'd always frown You said you knew you could handle it You said you'd be ok I beleived that by my side is where you'd stay Im gonna miss you till i see you again Hard that this time we arent waiting eight months It will be years now until we are together But until the day im with you again In my heart is where i will keep you Cos i know that thats the only way to get thru it Cant actually beleive it, we're all so sad now. © copyright, RYDER CB X