in the night

eyes that dont blink
watch the door the window the shadows
close the blinds to natural light
shine upon scars 
my back shows ranges
some never healed
raw open and deserted
like thoughts of future light
whisper of tomorrow
and i'll define it yesterday
love scorned 
hush memory hush lips
lips of forgotten power
moving on tissue
power of lips
convey the scorned
burning cross to my chest
with purity, with silver dance
distances unspoken
ring the silence drum
importance, skipped meaning
complex beatings self whipped
skim for moral 
and the thousand interpretations of love
of past yesterdays
roll the vowels off that tongue
forget the why
there is no answer
none that i could feel
burning cross t'd love
stretch
bones shrivel, silver tarnish
whip again
ranges rip through my back
raised
hush screams hush hope
lay in sheets of sin
same sex love and fucked
in the sheets so sinned
burning cross of yesterday
hang from my tarnished rep
discipline the bearer
of unconditional things
whip and flesh soar
rivers of blood thru canyons of skin
carry away the hope
that yesterday brings
watch the ceiling move
in accordance to mind
electric cross
red hair white skin
like the saviour
had he lain here
amidst sheets
green walls and bed
a century ahead
i am not
be still move thought
blink and be lost
to the demons
the girls
the hatred you brought
hold the cross
that killed and saved
if i kill will i be saved?
raise the knife
for canyons on the front
drawn arms and rivers
drink sorrow feel none
await the night
blink none
for they await
from yesterday
naked to their knowledge
of who they think you are
propoganda of a saviour
some years ago
tell me i am not
for there was but one
hells jesus i am
twenty first century demands
female saviour
same end
same cross
cruicified
in hopes of obliterating the message
i am not ok
i will die
as you will
call out my name
when your heart stops
when she rips it out
when she doesnt love you anymore
take my name in vain
veins were lost in this
call my name 
when you cant bear to breath
he will save you in times of need
i will take you
when it doesnt hurt to bleed
when the night is the day
shadows hold knife clad angels
when jesus doesnt talk to you
i will
i do
when she tells you she hates you
when she loves another
when you're stuck loving her
i will come to you
when the bible is but a fairy tale
and singing songs of heaven
seem sadly pathetic
in light of your souls death
funerals are jokes
its a party to see god
when i've obviously already come
cruicified you alike
all hang
like the silver cross around my neck
call my name
when she happens