in the night

in the night eyes that dont blink watch the door the window the shadows close the blinds to natural light shine upon scars my back shows ranges some never healed raw open and deserted like thoughts of future light whisper of tomorrow and i'll define it yesterday love scorned hush memory hush lips lips of forgotten power moving on tissue power of lips convey the scorned burning cross to my chest with purity, with silver dance distances unspoken ring the silence drum importance, skipped meaning complex beatings self whipped skim for moral and the thousand interpretations of love of past yesterdays roll the vowels off that tongue forget the why there is no answer none that i could feel burning cross t'd love stretch bones shrivel, silver tarnish whip again ranges rip through my back raised hush screams hush hope lay in sheets of sin same sex love and fucked in the sheets so sinned burning cross of yesterday hang from my tarnished rep discipline the bearer of unconditional things whip and flesh soar rivers of blood thru canyons of skin carry away the hope that yesterday brings watch the ceiling move in accordance to mind electric cross red hair white skin like the saviour had he lain here amidst sheets green walls and bed a century ahead i am not be still move thought blink and be lost to the demons the girls the hatred you brought hold the cross that killed and saved if i kill will i be saved? raise the knife for canyons on the front drawn arms and rivers drink sorrow feel none await the night blink none for they await from yesterday naked to their knowledge of who they think you are propoganda of a saviour some years ago tell me i am not for there was but one hells jesus i am twenty first century demands female saviour same end same cross cruicified in hopes of obliterating the message i am not ok i will die as you will call out my name when your heart stops when she rips it out when she doesnt love you anymore take my name in vain veins were lost in this call my name when you cant bear to breath he will save you in times of need i will take you when it doesnt hurt to bleed when the night is the day shadows hold knife clad angels when jesus doesnt talk to you i will i do when she tells you she hates you when she loves another when you're stuck loving her i will come to you when the bible is but a fairy tale and singing songs of heaven seem sadly pathetic in light of your souls death funerals are jokes its a party to see god when i've obviously already come cruicified you alike all hang like the silver cross around my neck call my name when she happens