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i sit and look for awhile somehow you can make me smile with just one simple look you can form a spook can i tell whats underneath or is it all just beneath? are u another user a simple fuckin abuser or somehow do you care but you cant bring yourself to dare i sit alone and wonder why should i smile or should i cry is it all just meaninless? that i cant feel yourself press im fallin into a black hole cant seem to reach the pole im stuck ive built a wall somehow i just always fall so i build a wall around my home and wonder if i am to be alone somehow u make me smile my mind just goes for miles do you actually like me i just cant see im just another fucked up child i can see myself going wild but your touch, your lips, your skin am i some kind of sin? am i just another thing another one you seem to bring