Whats this i see 
staring straight in front of me 
Whats this thats here haunting my mind
beneath the surface 
there it lies 
this thing that hurts inside
trying to hold on
but its reaching out 
i cant control it.

Conflicting minds
choices must be made 
for madness will ensue.
escaping reality my only escape
dreaming and not wanting to wake.

Its taking control its shrouding my skin 
its painful and sore 
when will it end?
its clouding my mind 
with disease and sorrow.

Why cant it just be tomorrow! 
I want it to end 
I need it to stop 
i can see it staring out from me 
i smash the mirror in disgust 
hateful shreds of glass
petruding from my skin
mind taking over body
unleashed the demons engulf.

Stamping it down
hiding it away cant let it loose
this struggle between me and it 
driving me insane 
whats normal anyway?
I cant remember.
Pushed aside its calming down 
dissapearing behind the eyes 
lying dorment 
until we meet again old friend
the master of my pain.