stupid for believing

how can you say u loved me when u never even cared? and when you said you would, i knew you wouldnt be there. the moment you kissed my lips, i knew it was too good to be true. when i looked into your eyes, it was clear that i loved you. when you wrapped your arms around me, the dreams came oh so clear. and when you left, did you even notice, i drowned in my own tears. i knew it couldnt work, and that you wouldnt stay. that i would be alone, like i am today. i knew you were just faking it, speaking lies to me. but i wanted them to be true, i just wanted to believe. to believe that for once, someone really cared, that someone loved me and would be there. but believing in fairy tales is stupid to do.. and i was so stupid to believe in you.