Oh daddy I wish you where still here for me to see.
I know my want for you is all in vain, for your leaving
wasn't about me it was about you and continuing your
journey. 
My tears that I cry today are bitter-sweet. For you are not
here in the relem where it's easy for me to know when you
are here,for it's easier to see then then it is to believe
and to know that you are with me.
So much has changed in my life I feel like a was just this
small catterpiller and now I am this big beautiful butterfly
with bran new bright wings that are taking me far away from
what I am use to, but at the same time I'm rejoicing with
each change in the wind beneath my wings and enjoying my new
life that I have been working hard to create.
My relationship with my family members have changed a lot
and continue to change. I know that with time and a good
doze of patience the relationships will still be the same
just in a diffrent way.
I am passing forward you loving passion for working with
children, soon my own business will grow to keep the chain
going.  
That's one way I have come to understanding you are still
alive and doing well. Along with that my heart speaks your
words. through every heartbeat I know you are living inside
me and that your heart is still going even after five years
of being gone.
One thing my heart has told me over and over again is that
you love me very much and will always no matter where you
are in you juorney.
Daddy!I want you to know this one more thing...
I STILL LOVE YOU TOO!!! 


  In Love and Memory of my father  1949-2001