Letter to Daddy

Oh daddy I wish you where still here for me to see. I know my want for you is all in vain, for your leaving wasn't about me it was about you and continuing your journey. My tears that I cry today are bitter-sweet. For you are not here in the relem where it's easy for me to know when you are here,for it's easier to see then then it is to believe and to know that you are with me. So much has changed in my life I feel like a was just this small catterpiller and now I am this big beautiful butterfly with bran new bright wings that are taking me far away from what I am use to, but at the same time I'm rejoicing with each change in the wind beneath my wings and enjoying my new life that I have been working hard to create. My relationship with my family members have changed a lot and continue to change. I know that with time and a good doze of patience the relationships will still be the same just in a diffrent way. I am passing forward you loving passion for working with children, soon my own business will grow to keep the chain going. That's one way I have come to understanding you are still alive and doing well. Along with that my heart speaks your words. through every heartbeat I know you are living inside me and that your heart is still going even after five years of being gone. One thing my heart has told me over and over again is that you love me very much and will always no matter where you are in you juorney. Daddy!I want you to know this one more thing... I STILL LOVE YOU TOO!!! In Love and Memory of my father 1949-2001