suicide pt. 14

broken into pieces, hidden in the darness of this day eyes filled with tears but what can they say none of these people knew me none shared my hopes n fears no one in this world understood my aches and tears they all claim they knew me but they had no idea they don't know why i did this because they don't know how i use to feel of course i pretended to be happy smiling and hiding it all but late at night in my bedroom i let my tear drops fall lat at night in darkness i held myself too tight i pressed my last redemption to my wrists and turned out the light now everyone is crying remorsing, feeling grief how can they act like this shouldn't they feel relief they didnt care when i was around so why do they care after perhaps one day ill know but for now i have no answer.