I don't know what to do

I'm sitting here, everything fallen away from me. I need you to be here for me, I don't know what to do. I feel empty, lost and confused. Alone,in this crowd of people. Can't anyone hear me? hold me, I dont know what to do. As tears run down my cheeks, and mascara marks my face, no one notices, they see me but not really. Wipe my tears, I dont know what to do. It feels like the end now, I have nothing left. I dont believe in anything anymore, maybe, except for death. Even that, isnt absolute. tell me it will be ok, I dont know what to do. Hold me close and dont let go, wipe my tears and lie to me, tell me it will get better, Im at a loss, I cant depend on myself to pull me through. and for the first time in my life, I dont know what to do.