I felt the devil taking hold but I can’t let go of you, 
I forsake me, 
Condemn me to hell,
 For just the chance to speak my love of you 
I am silent drinking my darkness and forbidden thoughts 
Watching your light grow 
I lay in his bed slowly kissing his scars away 
Once again I’m picturing you 
I’m getting sick of it 
My love has turned to loathing  
With blackened red eyes I consume you with my words 
My hands are tied 
I’m speaking tongues with lies 
I watch my arms wrapped around his chest 
Can you forgive me?
 For it was only you I wanted 
Its only you I can never have
 I have lost my gift of wings