through the alley of the lonely

By Loneliness is condescending •
I felt the devil taking hold but I can’t let go of you,
I forsake me,
Condemn me to hell,
For just the chance to speak my love of you
I am silent drinking my darkness and forbidden thoughts
Watching your light grow
I lay in his bed slowly kissing his scars away
Once again I’m picturing you
I’m getting sick of it
My love has turned to loathing
With blackened red eyes I consume you with my words
My hands are tied
I’m speaking tongues with lies
I watch my arms wrapped around his chest
Can you forgive me?
For it was only you I wanted
Its only you I can never have
I have lost my gift of wings