So...what is, it like?

By lost the lonely dead •
I see the raindrops fall
a maiden hidden within sorrow
double-edged kisses fall so freely
a breaking of hearts in the reign of the tongue
so what
what is it like
this anarchistic religion you so freely endorse
I plead for anarchistic isolationism
I bleed for freedoms realm
I cry to see you die
so
what
what is it like
when the raindrops fall
when the kisses all cut so deeply?
What is it like when love’s two-faced hatred blooms?
I’d say I love you
if the words weren’t tarnished with satan’s scent
I’d try to hold you if you didn’t want to fly
but I smile as I see the rainbow
a little glimpse of hope
and I pray you remember the door
I don’t love you...i..just....cant say goodbye...
Please don’t leave...
Id go to hell just to bring you back
are these your wings?