infactuation

By perf3ct •
so much it hurts,
so much I cant stand.
my heart beats faster,
and slower at the same time.
so much I would give everything,
willingly, knowing,
I would lose it all.
Thats how much I love you.
"but it cant be love" im just a kid.
It must be infactuation.
It hurts so bad,
that i cant cry anymore.
I dont want to wake up,
my nightmares are better.
I want to die sometimes.
since you broke my heart.
"but it cant be heart break" im just a kid
it must be my imagination.