*Pain, love and writing* (5)

There are certain songs
I still can’t listen to,
Previous favourites of mine
But they remind me too much of you
I don’t walk near your house
So I never have to see you
And have those blue eyes pierce my heart
It’s insane the changes you’ve put me through
Little did I know when you pulled us apart
That my heart was sewn to yours
My heart was torn in two
And for that there are no cures
What could nullify each feeling and memory
And leave no past love or present pain?
Everything that used to matter matters no more
But I’d sell my soul to be with you again
Because you were the one person-
I wanted to be with
To have you look at me how you used to
There’s nothing I wouldn’t give
To get rid of the pain
Of one heart in two places fighting
To get rid of the pain in my soul
And the pain in my breath and writing