It still makes me cry
But now I can keep the tears inside
Everytime I try to let them out
A stifled cry in my throat is all that shows

I know he's in Heaven
And I'm oh so glad for that!
Yet something still remains
Death never should be
It seems an injustice to me
Something God never intended us to see
He should have lived forever
I should have never needed to say goodbye
And that is why I cry

He never was my best friend
Not really my companion
But he was always there in the backdrop
A co-starring role
Part of my life, no matter how big or small
And now he's gone
I can't imagine life without him, even though I'm living it
It's strange, something I never thought I'd have to think
about
But now he's gone
Wonder what he'd say if he saw me now

It still makes me cry
But I try, to hide these tears inside
Until the day they're wiped away
By God's unchanging Hand