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this is what i get for wanting more i cant see past the blurred tears i cant see past the desire fought for all of these years. this is what i get this what i get this is what... and who could have asked for anything more who would have said i forget the pain and the gore. well dalring im halfway there and tonight we laid you to rest forevermore and now im halfway there i'd join you if only i could ever dare. i hear the voice i follow the smiles i swallow his gaze and i wander life in this insolent daze. this is what i get this is the wake up call this is what it's about well fuck you darling i wont take your fall. but im already there im falling im flailing, screaming but clutching nothing. it was always nothing i loved nothing at all that will teach you to be the strong one. xoxo Ellie J