her black heart betraying
all of those who she thought
she could ever trust

well you fucked her first
you were the cause
and you think that
a crevase appears over night?

well fuck you she said
and she turned her back
and this was the last time
she refuses to throw her dreams away.

you told her. you told her.
you urged her, you sent her out after
and she listened to you
little knowing what it was
you were setting up
what the fuck it was
you were about to do.

well break my heart she screams
and kick it in my face
once more for the last time, go on do it.
i wont throw my dreams away
this was the last time.

and you think you're fucking holy
you think you're fucking grand?
well look at you
look around you
what the fuck have you got?
i'll tell you
baby, she's got the upper hand.

and he's still there
and they still hold her at night
her breathing remains normal
and her smile never fades.
look at her. look at her now.
and look what you left for forgotten

that's right.
so you have her discarded lover
the one she left behind.
the one she cried for and almost died for
things you'll never understand
lay in that black heart.

the world is cruel
and you taught her that firsthand
you're real good at that you know
fucking poeple over.
the top of the world will fall on you
and she'll be sitting pretty...

there is a time
and now she'll put you in your place.
your jealous opinions mean nothing at all
say what you want to hear
she's not wasting away
she is going places
that would never even look at you.

you will always be white trash
you will always be the drug obsessed fuckwads
from shitville
you will always be the lazy large lumps of wasted skin
you will never be anything
and it's too late for her now,
her life has already started to begin.

she left you behind
like you wanted her to
she clashed
becuase she has a brain to her pretty face
morals to her tiny broken heart
she is different
she is better
she is everything you could never be...

and it's hard to say but it's true,
im soooo sorry babes that you're so fucking jealous of me.


xoxo
Ellie J