sapphire

her black heart betraying all of those who she thought she could ever trust well you fucked her first you were the cause and you think that a crevase appears over night? well fuck you she said and she turned her back and this was the last time she refuses to throw her dreams away. you told her. you told her. you urged her, you sent her out after and she listened to you little knowing what it was you were setting up what the fuck it was you were about to do. well break my heart she screams and kick it in my face once more for the last time, go on do it. i wont throw my dreams away this was the last time. and you think you're fucking holy you think you're fucking grand? well look at you look around you what the fuck have you got? i'll tell you baby, she's got the upper hand. and he's still there and they still hold her at night her breathing remains normal and her smile never fades. look at her. look at her now. and look what you left for forgotten that's right. so you have her discarded lover the one she left behind. the one she cried for and almost died for things you'll never understand lay in that black heart. the world is cruel and you taught her that firsthand you're real good at that you know fucking poeple over. the top of the world will fall on you and she'll be sitting pretty... there is a time and now she'll put you in your place. your jealous opinions mean nothing at all say what you want to hear she's not wasting away she is going places that would never even look at you. you will always be white trash you will always be the drug obsessed fuckwads from shitville you will always be the lazy large lumps of wasted skin you will never be anything and it's too late for her now, her life has already started to begin. she left you behind like you wanted her to she clashed becuase she has a brain to her pretty face morals to her tiny broken heart she is different she is better she is everything you could never be... and it's hard to say but it's true, im soooo sorry babes that you're so fucking jealous of me. xoxo Ellie J