i scream inside
out to all of you
i want to bring you
my insides on a plate
i want for you
to just understand
all of my hate.
i want you to see what i think
i wnat you to praise
i wnat you to be there for me
for all of my days.
im asking you
and begging you to,
please, why won't someone
love me?
i wnat you to love me
more than i can
i want you to love me,
i want it so bad.
you hurt me without knowing
thats what you're doing
you rip up my feelings
and make me confused.
all i want is to bring to you
the real me
i want you to see
just how cool
i really could be.
i want you to love me.
and i can't openly ask
for your friendship
even though
you're somebody
i could never replace.
i wish to fit in
while still sticking out
and this is something
i don't know how to come about.
the best i can offer
is to layer myself
to hide the real me away
save her for sometime special
and share her with you
in a special way.
all im asking
is way too much
forever feel teh tingles
of your soft touch.
you don't know
and never could.
maybe it's best
if you never did..
but i want it so bad
your love is a love
i never will have.
i cant please you all
and im not going to try
but i think about you everytime
it is that i cry.
some day
i will have the courage i need,
someday,
i will tell you everything i have
and maybe,
then
you will love me.


xoox
Kyelle