The Unloved

i scream inside out to all of you i want to bring you my insides on a plate i want for you to just understand all of my hate. i want you to see what i think i wnat you to praise i wnat you to be there for me for all of my days. im asking you and begging you to, please, why won't someone love me? i wnat you to love me more than i can i want you to love me, i want it so bad. you hurt me without knowing thats what you're doing you rip up my feelings and make me confused. all i want is to bring to you the real me i want you to see just how cool i really could be. i want you to love me. and i can't openly ask for your friendship even though you're somebody i could never replace. i wish to fit in while still sticking out and this is something i don't know how to come about. the best i can offer is to layer myself to hide the real me away save her for sometime special and share her with you in a special way. all im asking is way too much forever feel teh tingles of your soft touch. you don't know and never could. maybe it's best if you never did.. but i want it so bad your love is a love i never will have. i cant please you all and im not going to try but i think about you everytime it is that i cry. some day i will have the courage i need, someday, i will tell you everything i have and maybe, then you will love me. xoox Kyelle