Sometimes people wonder why,
they see her laugh,
but they never see her cry.
But they can tell,
they see it in her eyes.
The unshed tears she crys at night.
When everyone leaves her,
helplessly,
she watches them go.
And everyday she wonders,
how much longer,
untill someone else is gone?
She listens to them fight,
silently screaming for them to stop.
They don't love eachother anymore.
Everday she fights to find herself,
in a sea of memories,
shes lost,
all the time fighting to remember.
She sees the hidden pain.
And past the painted smile.
She know what she shouldnt,
and wonders why she does.
No one understands her,
and she lies.
To protect herself, and others.
although it doesnt matter,
people still get hurt.
A life depends on her lie,
maybe more than one.
Shes walking on thin ice,
waiting for it to break,
like her.
Everymorning she wakes up she wonders who didnt,
who couldnt stand one more day?
You see her being strong,
and you can see her smile,
but if you look close,
theres a tear in her eye.
still, she smiles for everyone.
Tells them it will be ok,
when she doesnt believe it.
but shell still be here for them,
untill they leave her.
But shell be there,
waiting for them to come back.
but they never do.
Her parents love her,
just the way she is,
as long as shes perfect.
She tries,
tries so hard it hurts.
eventhough she cant be perfect for them.
The pain is dull now.
Does pain even hurt?
when its all you ever feel.
but oh she could be happy.
It comes at a cost she wont pay.
And this,
is her story.