i am condemned by it
beaten down by it
this want for something more
you tell me that life is made up
of tiny little pieces
created to fit together 
in a perfect, elaborate weave
a puzzle waiting to be solved
should i be wanting more?
should i remain happy now?
i feel ignorance and chaotic
i feel trapped and ignored
is this really what i should want?
i'm still hoping there's more to it
but no one can be sure
if i knew everything
i would be a god
and i don't want that kind of
responsibility
not now