How it hurts!
Im cut so deep.
It seems to me a mystery.
What did i do? 
to deserve such pain
I pick myself up 
and try again
Why do I do this to myself?
wont someone hear my cries for help?
It isnt fair! It isnt right!
Why does she think that its her right?
I wish I knew
I thought I'd be
thougth of better than how she saw me
I wish it'd end
too many hurt
the pain aint worth 
the just desserts
if she wont learn from her mistakes
Then why should I, up the stakes?
I wish itd all be over now
some people dont change
and simply wont bow
Its up to me 
to make it better now