missin u hurts more than lovin u ever did

I guess u said goodbye.. but what if i'd stopped u, shud i have grabbed ur arm... what was i supposed to do? what did u want me to do? I guess i walked away, i gave up i know that... but what if you'd beleived in me, what tears what lies? theres no tears left in my eyes... I know i let u leave... but the truth is baby ((missin u hurts more thsn lovin u ever did)) We always said forever.. everyone else beleived in me and u.. but i guess the people that needed to beleive was jus us 2... I didnt beleive after a while n sumtimes i blame myself for everything tht ever went rong.. but are u actually listenin to me? Can u come to lay here, hold me now cos i gotta cry.. baby i cant get over us no matter how long and hard i try.. ((missing u hurts more than the cuts on my arm)) But will this blood bring u back.. or are u actually gone.. thru all the fights and all the nights... thru all the tears, and the "this jus isnt right"s.. thru all the jokes and all the laughs, the only thing i felt for you, the only thing i truely feel for u.. is love... Dont leave me wonderin why, baby dont leave my side.. it hurts me cos i dont wanna say goodbye so whats it gonna take I'm sorry i hurt u, it was a stupid mistake. ((al the lies and all the fear.. wot i wudnt do to have u here)) I miss u baby... i wanna feel u here, i need to see u its you i gotta hear.. Dont look at me like that darlin, its me, the girl you met before i havent changed so why you frownin for? Put your hands round me, i need to hear you say, Ley i love you.. like you did before.. i need to hear you whisper your face so close to mine.. goodnight baby i had an amazing time... the only night i ever fell asleep straight away was when you were there, right beside me, to keep me safe.. and the only morning i woke up smiling was when i opened my eyes and it was your face i saw.. i see that face in every dream, all the good times, as bas as it may seem.. Bring the good times back to me, make me feel complete, hold me baby be the other half of me.. cos u r what makes me be.. me?? ... ((missing u hurts more than lovin u ever did)) xxxx i love u so much, never forget, Ley xxxx © copyright, RYDER CB X