after effect (suicidal memories)

The ties have been broken we're all by ourselves the dark consumes us taking away everything we felt we're left alone in this place but together somehow i try to reach out to you but your to far away now I hear you call like a distant memory you reach out for my hand but its to dark to see "Im sorry i couldnt save you Im sorry i let go Im sorry it didnt work out I just wanted you to know" Im losing grip your slipping away i cant lose you now theres so much left to say Please tell me you'll hang on fight the dark we face remember the blood remember the taste Ive lost you now it was all in my mind i slip back to conciousness from the dream of a memory only to find The hospital's cold and im alone did i have you on the phone>? I held the knife so tight the marks are there and i realize they were your words I almost forgot... that night you were there