wow am i confused
my heart has been misused
i thought we loved eachtoher
that you would always be my mother

then that day came
that led to constant rain
now you have a crazy addiction
which sadly but surely isnt fiction

if only i could change it
and dig you out of your deep pit
then maybe you would come back to me
i wouldnt feel that woman who is she?

my hopes and dreams will they come true?
mommy dearest thats up to you
you can get better i know you can
and once again be apart of my plan

i wish i could say i will never give up
that i know one day your pee will test clear in that cup
but i dont know you anymore
and slowly again i close the door...