yesterday
and i regret
the things undone
and the words unsaid
but maybe tomorrow
will be the day
and then everything
will go my way...

tomrrow comes
and still the same
and my feelings 
retreat to 
wherever they came from


just to think of you 
i go insane 
but to be near you
and i cant explain
at points
its all love
and relations
and such
but then 
sometimes
i really dont 
care all that much

such a bipolar 
thought wave
destructing my life
this balance of worlds 
is my metaphor knife
cutting away
at my mentality
just admit it and 
say something
say anything

not at once
never the same 
tomrrow comes 
and i'm to blame

but at least 
there's a hi;
its progress made
i'd gladly take 
friendship
just make my day...