Dear Me

Why are you so angry, Sam? Why do you walk alone? Why do you talk as if you always Had that self-obsessive tone? Why don't you go and take your life If you do really hate yourself? Don't say that it has no meaning Though it fools everyone else Don't say those depressive things If you will ever smile again Don't you cry at night if you Don't live in constant aching pain Don't say you are better than The others, you know it's a lie Don't make suicide-notes if you're Not sure that you want to die Paint your room black! Cut your arms! And see if it will help at all I can't catch you falling If you'd rather jump than wait to fall Make another stupid song and Write another poem like this You use different words each time But in the end it's all just piss Go to school all miserable And see if anybody cares No one cares about your whining Or if you have dyed your hair So open up your eyes tomorrow Wake to find it all the same Wake up to your misery And what you are calling pain How do you feel about it now? Now that it is black on white I won't drown in all your tears I will leave you in this night