You Smell Just Like You're New To Me

I'm no longer aware of where we are Me and you in the back of the car I haven't known you for too long Though you were there when I was born ... You smell just like you're new to me... You may kiss me like I'm yours Then fuck me like some other whore Say the things I'd like to hear Make it seem just like you care ... But, boy, I'm gonna need to breathe... We cannot hug when they are there 'Coz they would laugh and they would stare For we're not really meant to be It's in one word called "family" ... Oh, isn't this a tragedy? I miss your smile when you are gone Torn apart by family-bonds But do I want you just 'coz I Know that I can't make you mine? ... Know that we can't ever be... I have been at your parents' place But lately, it's lost all it's grace And now I think of it as yours I haven't told them that, of course ... It's so much that they haven't seen... I don't want love, don't want a ring Don't want the song you cannot sing Don't want the lie you're telling me Don't know if I want us to be ... You smell just like you're new to me... ... How did you do this to me?